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As long as I live I will never forget their pain that I went
through for 21yrs before I met my wife. I made a promise to myself that if I found her. I will climb mountain's, swim through the roughest, raging, sea's, to do anything for her. Even rescue from a natural disaster if needed. And make sure that she comes first in everything we do together, no matter what it is. Even if I have to go the extra mile to make sure she's truly, completely, totally, fully, satisfied to her hearts content. I will gladly do it with pleasure. But I alot of women didn't want that. Because they were self-centered, superficial, materialistic, sarcastic, narcissistic, arrogant, ignorant. And only care about their looks, status, money, etc. I realized the woman that I was praying, searching for had to be someone that wasn't self-centered, superficial, materialistic, sarcastic, narcissistic, arrogant, ignorant. And wanted the same thing's that I wanted.
And wanted a man like myself to make her feel SPECIAL, APPRECIATED, LOVED, HAPPY, SAFE, SECURE, PROTECTED, RESPECTED, INSPIRED, SUPPORTED, PROUD, VALUED, ACCEPTED, ATTRACTIVE, WANTED. SPIRITUALLY, PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY, EMOTIONALLY, FINANCIALLY.
But what I didn't know was that my searching would take me from the east coast to the west coast of the United States of America.
After asking God to forgive me for making bad choices in women, by going after their outward appearance's.
I met a woman just the opposite. She had a beautiful heart, soul. Looks will fade away with time, but a woman with that will grow more, more, beautiful each and everyone day if she has a man that loves her unconditionally, listens to what she has to say, share his feelings, etc. And that's what I'm doing with my wife.
I have HONOR, RESPECT, DIGNITY, INTEGRITY, VALUES, MORALS, HEART, PRIORITIES, CHARACTER.
I always knew there was a woman in the world that wanted a man like me.
God opened my eye's and showed me what I was missing. If I had to do it all over again, I would. Because it made me love myself. And show me how special I am. In return would bring forth the one woman that was also special to unite with me as one. What some might call twin flames.